I never thought that i would start a blog but the personal venting could be somewhat healing to the soul. What a day for my first post! I feel uncomfortable in my skin today and I'm not quite sure how to deal with it so now I'm just taking it one step at a time. Last night i felt worried about someone who made it very clear that I'm being paranoid and while i was thinking that my life sucks my co-worker and friend suffered a great loss. He lost is father with whom he was extremely close. My thoughts and prayers are with him in his day of pain.
I on the other hand find it so fascinating how people deal with death and how there feelings about the deceased change when this event strikes them. On one hand you have the respect of the world after death and on the other you have the days before your departure when people you know, whether it be a personal relationship or a random acquaintance, take you for granted and neglect your role in their life. For the personal relationship side of it all there is no better expression than a line from a song by BUSH (not the president, the band) saying "the things we do to the people that we love". I'm not at all saying that this is always the case but with the mood I'm in it feels like more often than not.
Are there text books on being human or is it all down to simple minded judgement and physical presentation? People have forgotten what realy matters and how we affect those around us.
Maybe my next post will have more of a point but then again maybe it wont. "Im only human" what a lame excuse!
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